This is me

I guess I’ve always been kind of a joke
Jan 23, 2020
Blog # 1
Selfie time
Blog #2
Jan 30 2020


Embrace the Heritage/Shake
Feb 9, 2020
Blog #3
After watching Embrace the Shake and analyzing and applying it to my personal life the first thing that came to mind was my accent and ethnic background. I’ve lived my whole life in Nicaragua, surrounded by people that were just like me, people with Hispanic background and native Spanish speakers. It wasn’t until I moved to Dallas and SMU that I noticed how different I was from everyone else here. Not only do “look different” but I have a strong Nicaraguan accent, that is emphasized when I speak English. As soon as I introduce myself the first thing that people comment on or ask me about is my accent and origin. At first this started to me insecure and ashamed of my background.
However, after a few months I slowly came to the realization that my heritage is a part of what makes me unique. I’ve embraced my Hispanic background and feel proud about my origins. Although I seem different compared to everyone at SMU, I am no longer ashamed of standing out. Saying that I’m from Nicaragua is a phrase that I’ve learned to love. After a few months of feeling shameful, I have learned to love my background and the parts of me that make me more myself. Like Phil Hansenin the TED talk who learned to embrace his shake,I too have gotten around embracing my accent. Not only do accents sound beautiful to me, but they hold a bigger appreciation in my heart. The context behind having an accent mostly stands on the idea of speaking two languages. Two beautiful forms of expressing your thoughts and communicating with others while staying true to your background.
Where I realized my accent and “Hispanic appearance”.
Super Bowl ads Rock
Feb 9, 2020
Blog #4
Ode to 12 am
Feb 11, 2020
Blog # 5
At times you make me feel alone
With my music and my thoughts
But it surely feels like home
Even when my dreams are in knots
Free to be or do
Only darkness
And the whisper of the wind
Even at times when I’m blue
I feel a bit heartless
All the feelings at once combined
I can unwind
With the night’s moon
From the nonsense that is mankind
Which is the daylights dreadful tune
The sound silence
The stillness of the night
Has simultaneously kept me sane
Lies to me and makes me feel timeless
But am I really going insane?
Pretty memories and pretty faces.
I love my friends.
Feb 13, 2020
Blog # 6

No caption needed
Feb 15, 2020
Blog # 7

When people ask me why I am the way I am, I show them this picture. Two older brothers. It’s called trauma.
Feb 14, 202
Blog # 8

My friend made a starter pack for me, I think it’s pretty accurate.
Feb 25, 2020
Blog # 9

I dyed my hair a year ago, my mom almost killed me.
Feb 26, 2020
Blog # 10

These are my insides after I eat Chipotle
Playing with my food
Feb 26, 2020
Blog # 11

My friends think I’m a joke
Context: San Juan is a beach in Nicaragua, known for its crackhead energy
Feb 27, 2020
Blog # 12

I have a caffeine problem:
Feb 27, 2020
Blog # 13

I really don’t know how to explain this:
Feb 27, 2020
Blog # 14

This was taken at 6am. I believe that’s enough context.
Feb 26, 2020
Blog # 15
